>

>I think punk rockers are the

>most gross, stupid, and arrogant

>little fucking suburban white boy

>pricks who have ever walked the

>earth. There is no denying that

>most of you dumb little rejects

>are just screaming for attention.

>All of you dumb little nihilistic

>fucks are just mad because you 

>think your parents and authority

>figures are trying to hold you down.

>Man, living in America really sucks,

>doesn't it?(SARCASM)

>Well, if you truly believe that then

>why don't you try to chang the world

>by getting involved in community

>volunteering? Or would you rather whine

>and sing your dumb songs about how 

>everything sucks?

>-Think about it-

>(If You Can)

>please write back

>

Look dude... first of all I'm not WHITE! and your average 

suburban white fuck whining rich kid posuer who begs on

the street and goes back to his momma's house to eat makes

me sick too... they are "joiners" out to piss off their 

parents and aren't doing anything new anymore - I'm not some

teeny bopper living at home who's momma bought him a PA for 

christmas and neither is anyone else in my band... we are 

all over 22 and we all work...



 when I was 16 punk wasn't "cool" and punk to me wasn't 
 
about how stupid you could be it was about being free and 

breaking down barriers of established culture... I did 

fucked up stuff to my hair to show that I was free to do so

(this is America home of the free) and honestly I thought it 

looked really cool regardless of the kids at school who made 

up stories about me and the close minded assholes who jeered 

at me and yelled at me while walking on the ladida suburban 

streets of Fairfax county where its practically illegal to BE 

16... the only thing that kept me from getting my ass kicked 

I bet is that I was lucky enough to be bigger than everyone 

else.



 My parents thought that what I was doing had to mean that I 
 
was gay or something... maybe crazy who knows...they sent me 

to the mental hospital and the shrink... for not accepting 

their way of life for not accepting their repressive 

hypocritical religion and for doing what I thought was right 

- if thats not holding me down I don't know what is... I did 

not have the benefits of having "punk" culture be a widely 

accepted and "neat" way to live... as far I'm concerned I've 

payed my dues... 



 if your life and the way things are in it are all good and 
 
fulfill the vision of the American Dream you got sold on 

than good for you - The day that I realized that people can 

work their hardest and give their best with all the heart they 

can muster can still lose and be poor and unemployed... I 

realized the American Dream is a lie... and its not because of 

America - its because of the people in it... I believe in a 

unified America - I read about some town in the midwest 

somewhere that is 100% off welfare... and the way they did it 

was : the people got together and networked to find unemployed 

people jobs and find people to watch their kids so they can 

go to work... but the reality is most people don't have any 

interest in helping people as a matter of fact people suck... 

hell I suck... your right I don't volunteer... because I'm 

too busy trying to work both my jobs to pay my fucking bills 

and still manage my band (outlet for my frustrations, and 

vehicle for my opinions) ... and you might say "oh, well 

you're a self absorbed selfish asshole with his own happyness 

on his mind!" hell yeah you got it... and you know who else 

said the same thing to me? the pastor at the catholic 

highschool I went to when I said "I don't know exactly what 

I want to do with my life but I know I want to be happy" 



now its your turn - I hate shit heads like you who shoot their 

mouths off about shit and people they know nothing about trying 

to be self rightouse - FUCK YOU! you don't know me... for all 

you know I could have been working side by side volunteering 

with Mother Teressa till the day she fucking died! If punks 

are all these things you say then why the fuck aren't YOU 

volunteering instead of wasting your time cruising punk band web 

sites looking for ">little fucking suburban white boy >pricks" 

to drag into factless opionated arguments... if you want to feel 

better than someone your not gonna get that here... 



serge



ps. 

 no one owes you anything... not an explanation or an excuse or 

justification for their actions... the only reason you got a 

response from me is your stupidity pissed me off...